2010年4月23日星期五

yes!!!!!

录取了~~~
我录取了double i event公司了
还没知道几时开工。
老师推荐让我真的很有压力
我会尽量做好的。gambateh~~

今天

经过老师的推荐
我今天下午要去interview了~~
祝我成功啦~~~

2010年4月13日星期二

herm~~

everyone ask me why???why???why??why cut until so short ??
i just ans its syok n i still wan to cut it more short than now..and hahaha..dunnoe y ans them like this...act that not the ans...
when i get hurt or have a bad mood..i wil go and have a hair cut...maybe its make me feel tat I have a new look can change myself or forget somethng unhppy...CUt short reali make me feel happy more.start from somethng new...

erm..angel reali so gud, everytime date me out n will remember wat i said..when i said im so poor now n she owayz will said "i treat u"...make me feel paiseh...maybe she reali rich la...i dunnoe...there have someone who treat me like a sis=)

going to singapore soon~guess when isit??

my result...
quite okie la..gt improve....bt i haven get my total mark n grade...when i get it will update here soon....will gambateh more n more....

teacher recommend me to do part-time designer...haha.she helping me to ask..hope i can get it la..dun wan to be a 煮饭婆lah....i hate to cook or fry thng everyday...

2010年4月11日星期日

10/4 What a blur bad day!!bye bye to my long hair...

i wake up very late 2day...
every saturday i also late for tuition...
teacher showed her unhappy face to me every saturday..
n suggest me wake up early 10 minit..IMPOSSIBLE lar....
bt 2day she din't...i think she give up to warn me..haha...
2day was blur...when i start my car n recede my car...
i BUMP my uncle car............again......
haiz...then my uncle was smile to me(paksa punya)
make me feel shy...after tat i dunoe my dad how to settle la..
then i rush to tution..2day tuition a....same..boring......
after tuition i bring my bro n his frend to having undang test...
on the way bring him...sesak kereta..then i turn to another way...
at the traffic jam..infront of my car...suddenly sudah ROSAK...wth....
after bring my bro having test..i went to bercham to find my sis having lunch(肉骨茶)
then i go back to bring my bro again...he fail again n again....very bosan..
then bring them to eat at little genting..
after tis i went to CHILLI 4 at 金山广场 to find Angle..my kai jie...to cut my hair....
she smile to me...her malay customer tot im her sister...said we look alike wor..haha...
i reali beh tahan..so i cut it..shorrttttttttt.................

this is the most long hair tat i had..before....




after..my mum seem dun like my hair..coz it short...
have a new look..new life....

2010年4月9日星期五

over

everythng is over now=)..
so everythng must start from the begining..
and..changeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...........................
be brave and dare to face.................

2010年4月4日星期日

小生命诞生=)

4/4/2010
今天半夜7个小生命诞生了,
辛苦它的妈妈(小白)。
狗狗们要健康=)

四月的开始

四月一号,愚人节是我康家最大的长辈伯公过世的日子,
也正是和张国荣同一天。。
那天我爸很不开心,睡不着,因为他是我爸最敬重的长辈。每年新年我们一家一定会去伯公家的,今年是我们最后一年见面了。

四月二号,晚上我们去坐夜,看见伯公有种心酸的感觉,那晚我们每个都以有心理准备的心情出现面对着不想见到的“菜”,感觉上“菜”想接近我们,但是我们是万万不想看见“菜”,“菜”带着“配菜”来,让我们更加憎恨“菜”,没得原谅。

四月三号,kl的姑姑回来,他是专程回来看伯公的,那晚坐夜,他哭了,我也不敢面对这种场景,因为我会哭。晚上我们去冬菇亭吃宵夜,很久没这样聚了,有点难得的感觉。。

四月四号,今天阳光普照,我们早上吃了早餐后,就去遥远的伯公家送殡,每个人心情都还好,也许该放下了吧,但是到师父说见伯公的最后一面时,很多人哭了,伯公的妹妹姑婆他看着自己的哥哥,摸着他的脸,眼眶红了。伯婆却冷静的看着伯公,但我还是觉得他其实还是很舍不得的,孙女看了后带着泪水,我看不下去了,因为我真的很想哭,但我要忍着。在仪式完成后我们要走一段路,我妈叫我不准哭(让我更想哭),脑子却一直回想着他们不舍的情景。忍。。过后我们在富宝山庄进行火化仪式,大家的心情总算稳定了。


我突然有个想法,如果有一天“菜”有遇到此事,我们还要上孝吗?那天会有什么事情发生?
爸也许也有这个想法吧,但如果是,我会尊重我爸的决定,也许那天大家会放下,现在只是给“菜”惩戒,我总觉得“菜”还没醒觉自己的过错。我也要感谢折磨我爸这一代的人“菜”,没有“菜”的折磨,我们没有今天的成就。。

虽然每个人都要经过生老病死,但是只要我们活一天,就得珍惜每个人,做你想做的事,今天不知明日事,不要让自己遗憾。。